Monday, October 1, 2007

a question. please answer.

at what point should you drop your standards in order to be the bigger person?

any and all thoughts on this are appreciated...

Sunday, September 30, 2007

the hurt makes me feel alive...

THE HURT SURVEY;let's see if you're tough enough to get through it.
If not, you're too scared about the truth.
1. Would you kiss the last person you kissed, again?yes! in five days?
2. Have you told anyone you'd marry them?sarcastically. I don't make those kinds of decisions thattt fast.
3. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?yes. let's leave it at that.
4. Have you ever made a b/f g/f cry?I don't think so...
5. Are you happier single or in a relationship?I'm happy with my relationship, but I'm just generally sadder than I should be. and I don't know why.
6. Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?never.
7. Have you ever had your heart broken?yes. and I don't advise it.
8. Have you ever broken someone else's heart?nope
9. Talk to any of your exes?I haven't. but it's not up to me.
10. Last time you kissed someone?too long ago... august 15th? maybe?
11. If you could go back in time and change things, would you?there are some things I would do differently if I had to go back. but I don't know if I would. and if I did, I would go back to a time that you wouldn't expect.
12. Do you think you're a good bf/gf?I hope so. I might come off as a little mean sometimes, but like I say, it's only mean if you mean it.
13. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?I believe in second chances. it's the fourth, fifth, sixth, tenth chances that I don't believe in. how much is too much?
14. Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?doesn't everyone? there's always that time in your life when "all the good ones are taken."
15. Like anyone right now?I sure do!
17. Does that person like you back?she sure does!
18. What are you going to do tonight?go to Triple XXX, then maybe start some hw. I don't know...
19. How do you feel right now?actually, I'm in a bad mood. my leg is killing me and I don't want to go to PUSH, but judging on how it feels, I might have done more than just scraped it up...
20. Have you ever thought you were going to marry the person you were with?optimism has fucked with me my whole life... so I get pessimistic and then things always turn out better than I expected!
Repost this as "The Hurt Survey"

Sunday, September 23, 2007

blogging

wahoo, I'm finally starting a blog. I've tried just about everything else on the internet to waste my time, so why not this? it'll give me one more reason to not do things I should be doing, and maybe someone will find it interesting... oh well.

more to come when inspiration strikes.